jump on it

I saw on Facebook that someone I really respect got her ears pierced.

Usually I don’t think about things like that, but there’s something about her getting her ears pierced that bothered me.

I couldn’t figure out what it was, either. I just thought that maybe I think that pierced ears make a girl look younger. But hmm, no. That’s not right.

Then I realized that I think it makes a girl look undignified. Bam. I thought about girls I knew at church with multiple ear piercings. They actually look like they lost control and decided to poke holes all over their ears.

They always tell each other, “omg its so cute!~~~~” and I never understood.

And I don’t think I ever will.


It’s been quite a while since I posted here. I regret not stopping by more often, really. There’s just been no reason to think anymore. Summer is fun but it’s not stimulating in any way. It’s the end of July and I’m bored of having fun. I want to start reading again. I even thought about picking up Walden. What’s wrong with me. I would never want to actually pick that up again.

Anyway, I’m off to Mexico again in about a week! Oh, wow. Time really creeps up on you. I’m looking forward to the trip and also not because once it’s over, it means the end of summer is arriving soon. bleck. School is all right but it’s too tiring. I like to learn but I don’t like to learn about stuff that’s taught in school. Too in-depth. I like to learn a little about everything, not everything about a little.

I’m taking Psychology for some reason next quarter. It’s interesting, but… again, I’d like to learn a little about it instead of everything there is to know. Maybe I’ll change my schedule.

I really want some waffles.


There’s just something about being with you today that made me remember that life isn’t just about going to church and playing video games.

Since I know you won’t be reading this at all….

thank you for today. It was a short hour and a half but it’s the best hour and a half I’ve had in a very long time. I wish I could do that more often.

But I don’t know what’ll happen. I don’t think anything WILL happen. Either way, I’ve got to let you go sooner or later. I’m not expecting much. Hope it isn’t too awkward.


Toxic Waste

I think tumblr is bad for me.

I use tumblr as an idea dump. As soon as something comes to me, I’ll go to tumblr and throw it down. BAM. Published. Don’t forget a thing.

I haven’t forgotten anything, but there’s a problem with thought dumps. As soon as they’re out of my head, they can’t be fermented. I can’t dwell on the idea and let it grow into something more refined and developed. So I’m stuck with crappy, one-sentence posts on tumblr and an empty wordpress.

If you want to see an example of my crappy one-sentence posts, visit my tumblr at http://chineseeinstein.tumblr.com.