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I’m at a crossroads in my life, one that is not uncommon for most people to reach. I notice that many people have talked about their experiences before here and after here, and sometimes the process of getting through here, but not about how they felt while here. Or about any crossroads, really.

Three major changes are (or might be) happening in my life, and for the sake of brevity and some privacy, I won’t be sharing them here.

It also feels strange now, wishing I could have insight not only on peoples’ insight, but their feelings during these transitions. I’ve never been a feelings type of person. I was always one of those robotic emotionless types. But maybe that’s why it makes sense: I don’t know how to react emotionally so I want to see what other people do.

The most important takeaway from this period is that I’m moving out of stagnation and into new, exciting, and scary things. I don’t like change and I never have, but I wasn’t happy with the way things were before. It was a combination of laziness, insecurity, and stubbornness that kept me there for so long.

Anyway, if any of these come to fruition, I’ll write about them here. But for now, the benefit of obscuring details outweighs the difficulty of writing about them with ambiguity.

See y’all on the flip side.